Thursday, September 9, 2010

My world.

My world, in all its chaos and tumult,
I'm astounded, as each hit is swiftly taken and replaced by one, equally as cold, equally as arduous.
And you look me in the eye and surrender, any trace of integrity, purity, those lips somehow still hold.
While i ponder how faceless a face may be.
All i see is a facade and all i hear, fabrication.
It may be an act to one such as you but to me,
but to me,
my stomach, it's turning like the tide while you're changing with the wind.
My heart, my lungs, the blood in my veins, I'm stricken to an immovable state,
Just taking the punches you throw at me.
Your reason, your reasoning, there is no sentiment.
Your fear of disapproval?
Your cowardice?
But it may only be a notion and i may only presume.
What does the end offer me, what does a blind man dream?
and why are we all searching for answers we've so long known?
I can lie here in this idealistic, pensive state and long.
But this is it.
It's real, its here, its right now and this world,
This world is all my own
and you are no longer a part of it.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

What a skill to have

I've met someone that makes me feel seasick

Sunday, May 9, 2010

All i see is a girl with her mind in a million different places that just can't quite figure herself out...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010


Your intricacy
Your intricacy is wasted on me.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

The love of my life (L)

We never take photos together so we took lots :D

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Fall Down, Never Get Back Up

Forever wait inside the sea for me, my dear
I hear you
You speak in every curling wave
And sing in every violent breeze
Someday not far away from here
My dear, I swear I'll see you
And we will hear the seraphs cry
For they will still envy you and I


I always thought Winter was the best time to be with someone..
The strange thing is i can't remember being with anyone in Winter..
Maybe i'm just dreaming.
But sometimes i wish i weren't dreaming alone.