Saturday, June 27, 2009

There's this girl

Alex Rindfleish,
you are my best friend
the last couple of years have been the best in my life because of how close we've become
You can make me feel happy, no matter the situation and i could trust you with my life.
You really are such an amazing person and you dont deserve the shit some people put you through.
Lately i've felt us drifting apart a little...and it kills me
Its not drifting apart emotionally or psychologically because i still love you just as much as always
Just physically...we need to hang out more again
I want more of the nights where we used to laugh until we cried and we'd d&m for hours.
I miss you.

Monday, June 22, 2009


I seem to be moving further and further away from some of the ones i used to be closest to.
I now find myself noticing more and more things that had never occurred to me before and I often feel as though some don't value my friendship nearly as much as i do, theirs.
It hurts.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009



I love the cold
Not for the walking to school every morning with numb toes and and red fingers
or working in the reserves freezing so much that i can hardly move.
But for the walks in the park where i can watch my own breath and just think of all the things that come to mind
and the amount of warmth you can find with another's body
This chill in the air has, more then anything, provoked so much thought