Monday, November 30, 2009


I only wish i was half as strong as i make out to be..
Then maybe this would all be ok.
It'll all work out eventually, time heals all wounds. But i just miss you so much already.

Saturday, November 28, 2009


All hope i thought i had, i know is false.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

You know i would dive into the darkest and deepest waters to help you surface.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

There's no lie in your fire

No curse on your lips,
No warmth in your hands,
But no doubt in my mind.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Friday, November 20, 2009

I am missing.

I dont understand what's happened
But over the last few days i've just lost it.
Everything is getting to me and it seems that everything that could go wrong, is.
I'm getting away for the weekend. Getting the train to Melbourne tomorrow morning
Because i can't stand being here anymore.
Right in the middle of exams probably isn't the best idea but i think it's what i need to do, just clear my head and stop stressing for a couple of days.
I'm not myself. I am missing.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


Things are amazing.
Juliet and i played in Melbourne at the Telstra Dome last night. (It wasn't in the stadium, in another room there, just before you get too excited)
It was amazing it had all the big screens and shit :D Was loving life haha
and we won an award for best singer songwriter duo and were nominated for best act with female vocals.
Very very happy.
And i met sick people there too!
Ahh im a lucky girl.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Animal Rights ads

Are going on Australian tv :)
I'm a happy lady

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Flight of the dove

It seems your mind has molded into a blank, static screen
It seems your mind has molded into what they want it to be
But what I've learnt along the way is, it isn't what it seems.

No Perfection, in reality, its only in your dreams.

Its weird.

When you said forever i really really thought you meant it.
But it seems forever doesn't last.

I thought maybe this was temporary but i'm starting to think that maybe this is the way it will always be. I hate this.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Changing Tides

Even the people i never thought would, are changing.
I know i've changed and i cant figure out if it's for better or worse
But i think it's what i've needed for a while now.
I'm finally seeing things through clear eyes
and its really helped to get my mind back on track.
My goals seem graspable and i think i've got that motivation back that i was lacking for a while.
There are so many things i hate about these changes..but sometimes it just had to happen and all i can do is take it and go with it and get as many positives out of it as i can.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

What do you think?

I wanted to try writing in a different style. This is what came out.
What do you think? I'm not sure on it yet.

The rivers of gold run through this mansion of guilt
Heavy heads and blank stares, all this power makes you hungry
In a dog eats man world, the dogs stay on top
chewing up any that put a cross on their path
And some die in ditches while others live in fog
The time is ticking so move like the hands of the clock
Your eyes are closed but your hands are ready to grab whats exposed
Your eyes are closed but your hands are ready to grab whats exposed
The doves will fly but your irons will keep you held down
So you drown in your bath of dollar bills.
Flip them coins and watch them dance, dance for your eyeless face
Your guts full of their unripe flesh, your table makes an easy grave.

I liked mouth instead of gut for the last line but i thought it sounded kind of sexual and grossed me out haha