Im starting to realise im incapable of showing my weaknesses
Im sick and im pretending that im not to try and make myself better
Almost every aspect of my life is complete shit, but if i act happy i believe il feel happy.
Im starting to feel as though showing emotion is showing weakness
and im scared that if i show that i really am sad,
then everything will catch up with me and i just...
i just dont want to turn into my mum