...it seems to just get more retarded every day
Things for me always seem to be fucking shit..where everything that could go wrong does...
Or just awesome and im really really happy.
Why cant everything be normal for a while?
I wish i could just go away for a few weeks..
Leave all these confusing, detrimental things behind.
I just want to have time to think..
Time without school and work and the people i live with..
I just want to be able to be truly happy for a while
Happiness that lasts and doesnt just vanish as soon as something goes slightly wrong
Gah im a dreamer...happiness like this doesnt exist.