myself that i'm going to stop hurting.
That i'll dedicate my whole self to making other people feel as happy as possible.
Regardless of how it makes me feel.
But i'm terrible at it.
I'm a bad person
and my selfishness gets in the way.
I do things to make me happy once in a while..
and they end up hurting the ones i love..
which in turn makes me unhappy.
I need to sort shit out.